♥Sunday, November 30, 2008
update,♥
konnichiwa!
been sometime since i last update. so i should come here when i have the time.
a lot of things had happened over the time which i didn't update over here.
first come interview and nafa day. both happened to fall on the same day. i'm worried for my grades for my interview. i'm a bit worried for my grades for nafa.
this is the day that i fall really sick during and after my nafa is over.
interview - lecturer is assessing us on our tone as well as fluency. i believe i score low for these two. my voice was bad during the interview. in addition, i realised i was in mono tone during the whole interview. say, do i score?
nafa - was a little disappointed that i was not with the same batch as most of my classmates. but i am relief that i am in the same group as my close friends. they are the ones that gave me constantly support while i have no confidence at all in doing all the 5 stations. surprising, i recomanded myself to lead the warm-up session for the whole class. this is so wierd. 2.4km run realli had me feel like dying. it was the last station. and by that time, my voice was nearly gone.
second comes being sick for the whole week. i realli wants to go for training. to be exact, i miss training. but, i have to choose. between to gets better or worst. tmr is my group on-site assessment. i have to be ready for it. sorrie fb team-mates.
third comes something that i do not really wants to hear my name being mention. after all, it has nothing to do with me in the first place. but constantly hearing my name being mentioned scares me. i'm not running away but please understand, i'm consider an outsider after all. i kneo i might have disappointed the group of u, if i did, i have to say, i'm sorry.
fourth, i'm finding myself drifting away from my 'special' friend. i treasure our friendship. but...the question is...does she? i'm feeling like what she was feeling before. "I treat her as my close friend. but does she?"
Fishie is love @ 11/30/2008 11:56:00 AM