Taiwanese Version of Super Junior - 全民最大黨

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went to a meeting(more of discussion session) organized by HQ today.

the session was okay. not boring. more of sharing experiences for newbies in the company.

have many things in mind to ask my mentor now. perhaps i should write down in case i forget again.

tmr will be the last working day this week as friday is Labour Day. long weekend!

sorry if i worry anyone with my yesterday's post. as mentioned, it is something that is usual for newbies to face during work.

perhaps i was too petty.

i need to get use to it somehow.

took a shower once i got home.

'complained' to my mum about today. surprisingly, didn't cry when i 'complained' to her. instead, only when to my 3rd sis.

do not plan on telling people about today. only to those that i feel i'm close to. perhaps. only when ask though. if you are curious, it is work related.

and please, if you think you are not close to me. just try to help me. don't ask. i just don't feel like replying. i have enough of friendship/relationship weird situation or problems just with one person.

tmr will be working half day. another half will be in headquarters.

first day of the week and i'm already tired while working.

i'm not sure why either. though today my class had lesser children than usual.

i'm getting the hang of making milk for the children. somehow today, i did faster than usual.

i miss the boy that i always bring to my class from infant. hope he will turn up tmr.

voice is changing due to my cough and flu.

please let me get well soon. i don't want to take anymore MC.

weekend is ending.

this week's weekend is a busy weekend for me. been going out for both days.

morning, accompanied my 3rd sis and her boyfriend for lazik surgery. waited for at least 2hrs because of my his friend whom wanted to check whether he can do or not. in the end, the doctor said he has another problem with his eyes. but it can be cure after he did his lazik surgery.

can't believe i managed to sit down without moving for 2hrs. its been a while.

reached home at around 1.30pm and took a nap right after. didn't sleep much last night. i wonder will i be able to sleep much todae. drinking coffee right now. can't seem to quit the habit.

amazingly, i haven been thinking about the weird relationship between me and her for the whole day.

i guess it will be healthy this way.

i'm sick again.

i hate getting sick! the thing is, who likes anyway?

couldn't really sleep last night even though i was not feeling well. guess it's that cup of coffee.

woke up at 9.30am today. went to meet astrid for lunch. got back my dbsk's Five in the black dvd.

went home right after a visit to Kino. bought a storybook as well as a few chinese mags. its been a while since i do that.

tmr will be accompany my 3rd sis and her boyfriend. meeting Mirah to get my dbsk calender in the afternoon.

went for company's Retreat today.

Retreat is a day where everyone that belongs to the same company will stop working and gather together. For any reason that the management have arrange for. mostly is to get to know each other.

my 1st time going. it was boring, yawning all the way. but i did learn something out of it. good news isn't it?

required a lot of teamwork.although i brought my sweater along, it was still cold. ended up i am having running nose now.

lunch and 2 tea breaks was provided. when i saw the queue for the food..didn't eat much. no longer has any appetite. drank coffee instead. heard from my colleagues that the food is nice though.

am facing rejection everyday recently.

the one who bit me. today tried again. failed, but managed to scratch me in the end.

not that i am complaining. i knew it is normal for a teacher to face this kind of situation.

was asked to conduct an activity with the children today. i'm not sure if its successful. somehow the result always turn up the same.

somehow i'm missing teaching the older kids.

was bitten on my hand by one of my children today. wasn't deep though.

even tried a second time. luckly i was fast enough to slip from her hands.

frankly, i was caught by surprised.

i love my job! please make it permanent for me to stay there.

i still have lots of things to learn!

i'm not sure if its a good thing or bad thing.

that, finding more and more people are reading my blog.

people who knew me in real life will know that i'm not good in words. or rather, in speaking to people. i'm much better when it comes to typing and writing down how i feel.

a secondary schoolmate of mine just update me his blog site. and i too, told him mine.

i'm glad i get to know him. he too, tried to console and give me advice regarding how to face my friend that i was talking about in my previous two posts.

he is the most mature guy who i ever knew that is of the same age as me.

thanks JS ^^

i am lacking of what to post other than how i am feeling right now.

was feeling sad, disappointed, tired and exhausted because of someone whom i treasure a lot as a friend.

now feeling better and relieved.it is good to have someone to explain to you when you are down or completely lost. now i feel better. really.

it's like awaken from a bad dream somehow.

frankly, how i wish we can be frank with each other. telling each other how we really feel. but as someone mentioned, can i deal with your frankness? will our friendship be affected because of our frankness towards each other?

i wish time can really help us all.

went to watch this movie with a friend of mine online on sat.

its been a long time since i find myself liking a movie.

this sat is a entertaining day for me. went to both party world and kbox in one day. bought a book from kino. then went to watch 17 Again. it was still early when the movie ended. so my friend and i went to Balcony for a drink. ended up i ordered cafe latte while my friend ordered a alcohol drink. like she said, she is a alcoholic. one cup isn't enough for her, but too bad both of us didn't have enough money to buy her another one.

stayed at home the whole day today. and guess what? now the friend whom i went out with on sat is piss with me. i don't understand her. why is there a limitation between friends? someone please explain to me! frankly, i'm tired of such relationship with her. always worrying how our relationship will end up.i have never ever have such friend who is so difficult to be with. now because of her, my brother and his members are also unhappy with me.

perhaps i shall leave the two of them on their own. that will be safe then, isn't it?

yes! back to toddler class tmr!

can't wait!

i'm tired already. shall drink coffee to keep me awake for a while.

i haven been drinking coffee ever since i've gotten sick.

good news good news!

i'm much better as compared to last week!

fever is gone, sickness still have a little.

to be in more detail, i went to see doctor twice. thanks to the 1st doctor.

i miss my toddler class children!

being angry is bad for health.

after scolding that someone on my other blog, i felt unwell the next day (wednesday).

and it didn't help that the two lifts at my block isn't working when i got out of my house for work. ended up, i walked down the stairs. 15 floors! felt so giddy right after.

managed to last the whole day of work until 6.30pm. when i reached home, i felt cold all over. expected, i had fever from wednesday night till this morning. wednesday's night was 38.8 degree celsius. slept from 7.30pm to today's morning 9pm.

today, took mc and went to see doctor. after taking my temperature, she told me i was having a high fever. 39.8 degree celsius.gave me medicine for the fever to go down. went to sleep after got home.am feeling a little better (head isn't so heavy now). but i think if i didn't take the medicine, i will still be having the high fever. can feel the warm on my forehead. doctor also said if my fever haven go down by sat, i will need to go back and visit her. have to take blood then.

i'm glad i have a good mentor for my work. she called me just now to ask how i was feeling. told her what doctor told me.

can't go for my secondary school click gathering later todae. *sad*

there are so many things for me to learn.

i hope i can cope and given the chance to before transfering. though i'm not sure if i'm going to or not.

i have no mood to blog here exactly. just vented out my anger on someone on my other blog where is more private.

now i'm feeling so exhausted.

shall stop here.

weekend is nearly over. and its back to work tmr.

after thinking abt my work, i find that i am currently finding myself getting in love with my job. i like the job right now. perhaps such thinking will change as time passed..but i hope it will not be that soon. i wanna know all my class children. i hope i am given the chance to that is.

spent my sat staying at home. surfing net and watching videos like always.

todae, went out with my mum to buy some clothes at the marketplace for my work in the late morning. by the time shopping was done, it started to rain. just in time. bought a bottle of herbal tea each for myself and mum. surprisingly, mum lost her bottle of herbal tea. realised it when we reached home. - _- must have lost it when i wasn't with her.

wed, will be celebrating one of my secondary school click's birthday after work. like me, she will turn 21 this year. my birthday has yet to be over though.

alright, that should be about it. will update tmr again if i'm not feeling lazy.

it's only the 3rd day of work for me and i have fallen sick. no doubt with working with toddlers for the 1st time.

yesterday, i was asked to stay to help with the infant care teachers the whole day. they are taking care of both the infants and the junior toddlers. this is the first centre that i have been to, to have junior toddlers. with the children having running nose all the time and with the addition of in a room with air-con, it doesn't help with the air circulation. even the principal told me herself that when she first started work, she too, fall sick right away.

principal was there to help out in the morning before i arrived.

perhaps its the sickness from children that as adult we have yet to get in touch with, made me fall sick.

alright, enough with the sickness. now to the experience.

i like this learning journey that i'm currently into. getting the experience of interacting and taking care of children that are of such young age. its totally new to me. even my mum whom used to be a nanny, taking care of the children in my neigbourhood, didn't get to take care of children at such young age before (except us - her 4 children) - meaning i have never get to 'take care' of such young 'brothers or sisters' while i was young.

i love it when children suddenly run coming to me and hug me suddenly. i have no idea why..but i simply love such hugs.

todae though i started working earlier, i thought i was supposed to stick to my shift - 9 - 6.30pm. i started at 8 am todae. so ended work at 6pm. mentor told me to OT 30 mins more. i was and am still feeling confuse regarding my working timing. like wad time do i end work if i start working earlier. principal didn't even tell me the time to knock off todae, if not, i will be working extra myself till 6.30pm.

The OT thingy is so confused frankly. because i'm there, the teachers in my class dun have to work OT. and now..i'm working OT?huh? (i dun mind the extra working part, but just the confusion it made to me) lolx..so confuse. have to confirm with principal someday soon. maybe tmr.

by right, will be working at 9 tmr. but principal told me to help out with the infant class again. so like todae, will be working at 8am. helped out the infant class twice todae. once in the morning and another in the afternoon. i'm so feeling like a relief teacher, always being ask to help out other age group classes, in particularly the infant class. by the rate i am doing that, i think i will be soon send to attend infant courses.lolx.

okie. to be honest, i felt the tireness todae. was feeling exhausted that i just sat down with the children and observe how the teacher tried to conduct her lesson (though i am supposed to be doing that for these 2 weeks). guess having not a good night sleep also played a part in my tireness. because of my sis whom i am sharing the room with. she went to sleep way earlier than me last night..like right after her dinner? and she woke up in the middle of the night, on the lights, and started packing her stuff in the room, making lots of noise, with the lights on. I AM A LIGHT SLEEPER FOR GOD SEEK! (didn't she know that?)having her to wake me up again in the morning after her shower didn't help at all either..i was and still am feeling so angry with her.

alright, i shall probably write down my job experience for these past two days on a journal book. have to update principal based on my experiences two weeks later.

todae started work officially. reached on time and ended work around 6.40pm.

As compared to yesterday during orientation, can feel that the children are more familiar with me. one even gave me a hug before i went home. it is nice to get that hug. i needa it i guess. same as them, need a sense of assurance.

Getting a hug from a child when it is the first few times u get to interact with them is good. meaning, they accepted u. i'm glad another one, whom is new (been crying the whole day, rejecting me when i tried to carry her and finally stopped after her nap) even allowed me to hold her hand to bring her to another class. started crying once she saw me leaving. another child that accepted me i guess?

It is nice to see them smiling and laughing with u whenever u tried to do something, getting their attention after trying hard. i love that feeling.
learning changing diaper todae. from my mentor. she was so patience to teach me that.but..uh..the child that i tried after i learnt, wasn't feeling uncomfortable after that. lolx..he kept coming to me pulling his diaper. hehx..looks like i got to practice more.

My work place is just 5 mins walk away from my house. todae, mentor showed me to the coffee shop that is really near my house to buy lunch for our colleagues (she was being nice trying to show me around). tmr she'll be bringing me to another place to buy lunch too. i've heard of that place, but nv been to there after living here for like 5 years?

alright, tmr will be starting work earlier. have to help out at the infant side. will be sleeping earlier tonight too. perhaps after updating my another blog.

delivery man from post office came todae. guess should be the two dvds of DBSK that i've ordered. shall collect it tmr after work.

"Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were meant to be." - DBSK

Hello, My name is Li Yu.
D.O.B: 15th September 1988
School: Qifa Primary, Hua Yi Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

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