this will be another venting post. please ignore if you don't want to read about my life or her.

i am hating myself right now for..

although i promised myself not to read about her life (at least not as often as i used to), i still find myself doing it. the only thing that i got back, is hurt. again and again.

promised myself not to think about her and i am still doing it. it didn't help that u kept all the things to yourself and did not mention it to me. both of us are hurt in the end. whenever i think of both of our friendship, i will not be able to sleep.

right now, i doubt you will want to know about me or how i feel. how hurtful your words are to me that day over the phone though someone did warn me.

who are you to me? why do i even have to think through what am i gonna comment before posting on your post? why the extra effort? why does she have the right to choose her friends and i don't?

you are hinting me that you are the one making the extra effort? how about me? frankly, i feel so tired whenever we meet up - to have to think whenever i speak.

why why? why am i making myself miserable because of her?

i wish i can stop myself. please, let me keep my promise and make my life happy again.

guess i might be walking out of her life after all.

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Hello, My name is Li Yu.
D.O.B: 15th September 1988
School: Qifa Primary, Hua Yi Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

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