one of my colleague received a last min notice/news right before she knock off.

a news that will cost me to miss her. miss her noisy-ness. her happy-go-lucky of looking at things.

last but not least, i will miss she and her husband's cooking ^^!

she will be working at JP from tmr onwards.

guess will be meeting her this friday to catch the movie 'Transformer' together. i wonder should i go? she will be going with her whole family.

hope she'll be able to cope with her new environment and children.

speaking of children, from tmr onwards till friday, will be the one in-charge of my class. their teacher-in-charge will be attending a course for 3 straight days.

in addition, there will be 3 new children coming.

i hope everything will go smoothly.

here i am before starting on helping (to type) for my mentor for her PTC this coming sat.

sadly, i won't be involve (not sitting in), but i'll be there to help to take care of other children.

i miss my toddlers. hanging around, going for outdoor stroll as well as many other things.

baked shepherd pie as mentioned.

sisters helped except 1st sis. predicted.

1st time: before baking.

1st time: after baking for 20 mins.

for rain to stop.

planning on going back to school for a while to copy down the things needed to prepare the shepherd pie..

next stop will be library.

lacking of books to read recently.

back from work early.

exhausted.

might be going off to sleep right after this post.

going back to school to copy something tmr. for a while.

need to prepare something for next week's lesson.

baking. a cooking skill that i did not get to learn at all. reason? due to mum's laziness.

good thing is she will be teaching me how to bake something that is related to my lesson next week.

shepherd pie.

so noisy due to family members (parents and 2nd sis) using both television in my living room at the same time.

should i drink coffee?

will be working the 7.30am shift for tmr onwards.

that means i will have my time to help my mentor with her stuff. should i bring my laptop along?

anyway..i'm starting to hate my forget-ness.

it has to do with my personal life as well as work.

i just hope i will not create any trouble for principal because of it.

going to bed right after i finish last part of the drama.

chatted with god-brother. i hope he will solve the problem he is currently facing soon.

tmr will be working late shift. like monday. swopped with the english teacher that i am currently helping with because she has class in the evening.

don't really like the feeling. i prefer the constant shift.

another weekend is about to end. another week that is over so fast.

today is Father's Day. did not really celebrate. just that my 2nd sis paid for dinner.

had satays for dinner. its been a long time since i ate satays. i love the sauce ^^

as usual, not much plans for today as simply, it is a total rest day for me. have to rest enough for the new week.

went to watch 'Ghost of ex-girlfriend past' on sat. i hope i get the name of the movie right.

it was not as good as both Jaslyn and i thought it will be.

right after, went to a colleague's son's wake. i am not very sure on how to describe the feeling while i was there.

but frankly, i do feel her sorrow and lost. of losing a son as a mother. indeed as she herself mentioned, it will take quite some time for her to heal.

rest in peace. may her gain something unexpected soon.

The next day morning. Jaslyn wanted to see the camera. 2nd picture taken.

got my own camera finally! the one in pink ^^

finally after a long time, i'm knocking off on time.

did the last touch up on my in-charge website as homework for today.

i really wants a digital camera now. i hate the feeling of lending it from people.

will be getting myself one tmr. as well as a memory card reader.

will be meeting dad as well as cousin to buy after work.

hope to be out of school on time tmr as well.

seriously, am having a lot of things in my mind right now.

most of them are about work.

am tired, but still i hope to watch a few parts of the taiwan drama that i'm trying to catch on with.

work. what are the things to do?

mm..shall list things out and just refer to it tmr instead of thinking it now and forgetting about it tmr. yes. i'm that absentminded.

looks like i have a lot of things to accomplish.

planned on going down to support my floorball juniors for their friendly match. but i guess there is no more such plans.

first thing, i plan on catching god-brother online tmr.

second, knock off on time, go JP, pay my bills and buy myself a bottle of herbal tea. i'm seriously getting a sore throat right now. though i have yet to get to the 'thirsty stage'.

last but not least, get the sleep that i want right now.

okay. just to update, i'm not going to buy the polaroid anymore.

reason - am considering buying a digital camera instead. at least i can take pictures countless time.

been busy for this week. helped jaslyn (colleague, coursemate and friend) of mine with her class's PTC.

next week will be for my class. will i be as busy as this week? we'll see how.

been asked to do inventory for my principal on friday. looks like i'll be helping her out on monday as well.

next tuesday mentor will be on leave. will i be able to take care of my toddlers?

just in case i won't be online later tonight.

will be buying the Polaroid for my dad as a gift. hope he will like it ^^

tired. but still online because of god-brother. he is the only reason why i always come online although i'm already tired.

this week's work shift is early shift. i'm glad of this shift in fact. evening time is really boring.

3 cases in one morning. that is bad.

just read 'her' blog posts. i'm not sure if the 'her' that she mentioned is me. but in worst case, i will take that as a yes.

good thing is, i'm not thinking much about our friendship anymore. that means, no more 'unable to sleep because of her'.

on the other hand, i'm still running away.

managed to treat my family KFC today! finally!

2nd sis and father actually said 'Thanks for the treat!' to me. i was caught by surprised.

this is unusual. i mean such politeness between family members?

nothing happening this weekend. stayed at home for both days.

managed to chat with my god-brother last night. amazingly, i didn't think of her at all right after. though she did initiate the conversation today.

good thing is, i'm no longer thinking of the things that happened between me and her anymore. at least not these past two days.

back to work tmr!

talked to my colleague + coursemate+ friend about 'her' last night.

surprisingly, we stayed in JP till around 9+pm. it was so comfortable talking to her regarding work and 'her'.

was adviced to meet 'her' and talk about the things that had bothered/happened. but come to think of it now, what are the things that the both of us need to talk about? i, myself, am not even sure. what will happen if the two of us really meet up and talk? it will be weird somehow.

recently, had been thinking about the things that happened between the two of us. frankly, i'm always getting mad/angry with her by the end of the day.

guess i'm running away from the problem? again, i'm not very sure of it either.

so many doubts.

what am i supposed to blog about again?

somehow, there were no exciting things that happen this week.

am actually a little lost on what to update.

anyway, time have been passing slow for me. i wish it will be faster somehow.

been walking and running like a mad woman today. just to look for my class all thanks to her.

tired. shall rest early since there isn't any homework for me today.

i really love to watch japanese drama. especially on romance, friendship or family.

the reason? because some of the sentences in the script is meaningful.

take for example, the show 'Atashinchi no Danshi'. it is about family. in epi 7, there is a scene where one of the brothers told the other (although they are all adopted)...

'What is the point in forcing yourself while you are at home?'

isn't this sentence true? sometime i do wish i can tell my family members everything. but the thing is, will they accept or not? will they accept me getting to know friends through the internet? the answer is no. that is why the things that i mostly doesn't talk to them, are things that happened on the internet world. though i did talked to my 3rd sis about her.

she told me i am silly and stupid. shouldn't make friends on the internet world, or rather, can be friends, but do not meet them in real life.

for those who are reading especially those silent readers, and knew who am i talking about, please do keep it to yourself. i do not wish for anyone else to know. somehow i hate to explain all over again.

recently, i am finding here a place to write about how i feel. like my own personal diary.

i am great-ful to find such place. please continue to let this place be for a while.

"Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were meant to be." - DBSK

Hello, My name is Li Yu.
D.O.B: 15th September 1988
School: Qifa Primary, Hua Yi Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

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