♥Wednesday, July 1, 2009
venting,♥
why is there suddenly so many things in my mind now?
one regarding work. another regarding personal life.
why? why is both happening at the same time? well, though it isn't exactly both at the same time, but they are both in my mind right now.right this very minute.
great, now i am feeling stressful and pressurize.
don't wish to speak or chat to anyone at the moment. at least not till tmr.
frankly, i don't plan on settling our problem on that day that we are planning to meet. but someone told me it is my last chance. yes, i agreed that it is not good to drag, but u will need to see the right timing and environment right? also, to be honest, the feeling isn't there anymore. i have no idea why do i need to apologize, in fact, i am angry.
angry at, why am i the one that wants to sort things out? am i really in the wrong? can't i just say what i felt to others? don't i have the right to do it?
something bad is coming across my mind right now. should i voice it out here? is it even safe to do it?
safe? where is safe?
i am so lost right now.
Fishie is love @ 7/01/2009 09:52:00 PM