hahaha..guess this will be my every sunday's title?

anyway, yesterday's event dry-run was fun. we had a few games rehearse.

ate at tori-q and facial came next.

it was so comfortable doing facial. fall asleep right away in the room.

went to watch Final Destination next! prefer the 1st one though.

went back home right after and continued with my Chinese Paladin III! i'm crazy over this drama recently.

had to wake up early today since match was at 10am. have to be at tampiness sports hall by 8.30am. was a little late but i wasn't the last :P

and...we won! though one shot earned by the opponent was my fault, teammates were nice about it and didn't mention anything. score was 10 vs 4.

one thing about joining back the team was to make more solid friends. but somehow, i felt left-out again. perhaps it is too early to say now.

went back home right after. time was wasted with no extra plans.

had korean takeaway for lunch! really love the chicken and kimchi inside.

graving to eat at the korean restaurant at bugis.

going to take a short nap.

got to experience taking a class by myself today.

didn't end badly. not a bad experience.

my apologies to dearest jaslyn for not completing her given task to me.

am happy today.

finally something that cheers me up.

it is principal's birthday today. she is in a good mood. somehow her mood is affecting me as well.

took pictures with her and a lot of her own solo pictures.

in addition, she told me something that really makes my day. my long stay.

some important event is coming up for work. really hope everything will go on smoothly.

will be working this coming sat. for an hour or so.

after that, facial ^.^

no news from that boyfriend.

i never would have expect this to happen. so soon.

to believe or not to believe.

after all, it is between real life and on the net.

news had even reported to be beware of online relationship or friendship. meeting-up.

i do trust him. my only god-brother. my online god-brother.

but it is all to a certain limit.frankly, i do.

but when it comes to comparing between real life people and on the net relationship, people will normally choose trust between real life people isn't it? no matter how close the friendship or relationship it is.

i do admit i was shocked when he chose me over his real life ex-girlfriend and real life best friends. but can i really believe it?

wholeheartly. i really wanted to.

i am lost.

why did it all ended this way?

and so, it didn't turn out as bad as expected.

guess i expected worst huh?

as expected, the older children are different from the younger ones. much more different. in terms of throwing tantrums.

anyway, i'm glad the day went by without any problem or real challenge.

hope to get to know the children more.

i miss my toddlers already!

friday's cooking session with the parents went smoothly.

lucky for me ^^

saturday, went to changi japanese school for japan summer festival with jaslyn and jiarui. was excited for it, but when i reached there, the excitement simply died.

the performance and the stalls for selling food, drinks, accessories, japan imported goods and games.

none made me excited,though i like one of the games. the 'yo-yo' game, where one have to use a holder (made of tissue paper and clip) to hook the rubber band which holds the water balloon. managed to get one during my 1st try.

am going to show the water balloon to my toddlers tmr.

went home after using up all the tickets we had.

guess this event isn't suitable for me after all.

sleep in for today. till 12.30pm.

made a last minute decision to go to the book sale at expo with 2nd sis.

regretted the decision too. in the end, bought books about early childhood area.

saw a secondary classmate of mine. he is one of the stall holder. but i did not call out to him. he was busy. nice seeing him again though since he did not come for our last class gathering.

guess the date didn't end well. or rather, the feeling didn't end well.

nothing bad happen. but nothing good happen either.

he told me i have changed. but he couldn't put into words where and how i have changed.

the feeling is just so weird just now.

all we did is just to watch a movie together. no dinner. nothing else.

he asked a question that i supposed decreased the feeling that i had for him. salary? what is it going to do with our relationship?

in the end, went home to cook myself ramen.

no sms from him, which he used to send after sending me home.

back to square one huh?

expected to much and this is what i felt after.

guess i am disappointed after all.

went to see a doctor in the late morning.

doctor was kinda fierce.

muffin making in the evening.

failed. became biscuits instead.

will be out with him for our first date later in the evening.

and so another weekend is about to gone just like that.

i have yet to fully make use of my weekend.

how i wish i can control time. like that i can pass and went back time easily.

first time, chatting with god-brother isn't helping. but he did tried his best. as i mentioned to him, i trust his judgement.

seriously hope he won't regret making his decision. it is too late for me to make him change his decision anyway.

i was hurt. hurt by her. but why and what is it got to do with their relationship. this, i don't understand.

my conclusion is: life is hard. life isn't fair.

went out with jaslyn to watch the movie 'UP'. at bugis. the new mall.

it was not bad, but jaslyn's expression and 'exaggeration' when watching were really funny.

right before the movie, we went to a korean restaurant for lunch. the food there is good!i ordered kimchi ramen as recomanded by the lady boss while jaslyn ordered spicy chicken and a bowl of rice.

both are really nice! no doubt, we will visit there again.

were out of the mall soon after the movie ended. reason? it is too cold for the two of us even with my hoodie.

went to walk around the old mall for a while. had donuts and a cup of chocolate before leaving.

amazingly, it wasn't that late when i reached home. but mum was already sleeping.

was not able to sleep last night.

somehow i dozed off while thinking about things i guess.

something happened during work that made me feels bad.

i just hope it won't happen again tmr.

been chatting with another friend. a friend that i knew because of 'her'.

one year older than me. but she too, seemed to live in a complicated life.

she too, talk about the world not being pretty and nice as we thought it was when we were young.

i was really shocked and surprised when i heard her saying about it. i mean, when you were young, you already think about the world being pretty and nice?

i don't know about all of you, but for me, i didn't even think about the world. i just lived my life as i was back then.

right now? i knew it isn't simple as just a world. but hey, i'm learning okay?

will it be too late for me?

i'll have to wait and see in the future.

its been some time since i saw him on msn.

its been some time since the two of us contact each other.

its been some time since the two of us met.

right now i'm chatting with him. brought back the memories of the time i spent with him. how many years? year 1 in poly till year 3. 3 years being with him.

regret? don't think so. after all, we don't meet often. once or twice every two months? was that even a relationship?

all i can say is, truthfully, i didn't work as hard as i did from my last friendship. not even close.

there are a lot of things i don't know about him. he is just a 'friend' after all.

as both my msn and title mentioned.

i hate the symptoms! why isn't my cough and running nose ending when my medicine is finishing?

how? what to do? see doctor again?

i have been keeping myself away from fried food and cold drinks. truthfully.

how long more do i have to do that?

mum's been nagging me to take my medicine. dad has been offering sore throat sweets (no sugar). dad's method is somehow working for me now. after taking a sweet. i hope it will work from now on (although i knew it won't last after a while).

surprisingly, 3rd sis is asking me to pass the virus to her. but the thing is, she is sleeping in the same room as me, if the virus wants to go her side, it should have been long ago right?

the only thing i want now is good health. please let it come.

'sickness, sickness go away!'

though today is supposed to be a public holiday. went back to the centre to do some work.

i don't mind the extra working hours with no pay, as long as there is someone to accompany.

thanks to dearest Jaslyn, my day went by quite fast. not bored and full used.

hope to watch some videos before heading to bed. yet to watch.

been telling my closer friends what i am intending and hopping to do for my 21st birthday. not sure if it will be that way.

late shift this week.

wish to watch movie soon.

kbox?

finally got to see a doctor yesterday. successed on my 3rd try.

it was fast. less than 5 mins and i was out of the room.

surprising the cough medicine doesn't taste as bad as i have imagined. in fact, the after taste is really nice.

went to order my contact lens. will be coming in next week.

went for another round of books shoping at POPULAR. this time round, all the books that i have bought are in chinese. romance.

3rd sis has yet to come back from malaysia. starting to miss her, though it was nice having a room to myself for two days.

cough is still as bad. how am i going to do my facial later?

will be having dinner with a few of my classmates in town right after. catching-up.

something happened during work. made me kind of mad with one of my colleagues.

have yet to see a doctor.

saw a few of my secondary school classmates.

finally bought the 1st book of the vampire series that i'm currently reading ^^

wants to take a break and go for entertainment. movies. singing.

looking forward to tmr's celebration!

planned to see a doctor. ended up didn't.

should be going tmr instead. right after work.

went out for dinner right after work. shopped a little. didn't get anything in the end though.

surprisingly, 2nd and 3rd sisters are doing me a favor right now. or rather, my 2nd sis. for work.
am happy.

another thing, am happy at work today too. although i wasn't at the beginning, but after hearing what my principal said, i am. still am. am glad that she knew/realised it too.

will be a busy day tmr.

shall sleep once my 2nd sis is done.

feeling miserable right now.

sickness. personal issue. life.

not to worry. i am not going to end my life. just basically about life.

i am happy with who i am now. it is difficult to change. difficult to experience things that i have yet to experience for my age.

simply because i am protected. well-protected by people surrounding me.

i am disturbed about why are there so many steps in a friendship. people can find me immature. but this is how and what i am thinking now. like it or not. just keep to yourself. i have enough of people telling me how experience they are in turns of their own personal life.

different people live different life style.u can't simply force someone to experience things that they have yet to experience. calling someone immature? why don't u think about it yourself before calling me that?

if u want me to say, normally i won't blow my temper. or even show it. i will keep it in myself till i vent it out, either by blogging or talking to my family members.

right now, i'm mad. the more i think about it, the madder i am.

simply have enough of it.

just chatted with god-brother. things that we have chatted, is setting me off to think about 'it' again.

made a promise to myself not to think about it, somehow once it started, everything came rushing back.

it is like a bad dream. only bad dream won't repeat itself or continue after once waken up.

i don't want to be part of the reason for the relationship. i don't like to be involved. now i AM involved.

only hope is, he won't ask her anything about the friendship anymore, and any of the things that we have just chatted.

guess i'm going to see one soon?

been coughing and having runnning nose the whole day.

shortage of staff today. busy busy.

learnt something from my mentor today. didn't realise it until today.

shall watch one or two videos before heading off to bed.

so..have been slacking at home today.again.

hahaha! simply love the slacking part!

anyway, no plans at all for today.

been watching videos for the whole day.

finally finished 'Ghost Friends'. i love this drama!

why can't it be longer?

back to work tmr. late shift this week. hope time flies!

once again.

why is it coming back? symptoms are same as the last time.

luckly, still have yet to finish my medicine for the last time i went to see the doctor.

went to JP for lunch with colleagues yesterday. jaslyn and cheryl.

right after work, went to JP again with jaslyn. went books shopping at Popular! bought many books as well as a bag. it was fun! never had the experience of doing it ^^ do it again next month?hahahah..

woke up today with a blocked nose as well as coughing. terrible.

in the end, cancelled my appointment for facial.

will be staying at home for the whole day. took a nap in the afternoon. it was really nice to sleep-in.

hopefully will be able to go for training tmr. have a friendly with the year 1 guys in the afternoon.

"Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were meant to be." - DBSK

Hello, My name is Li Yu.
D.O.B: 15th September 1988
School: Qifa Primary, Hua Yi Secondary & Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

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