am really tired today.

have no idea what is the reason either.

what is the point of updating here when i don't even know anything about you.

been waiting and waiting. all i get is disappointment.

shall learn to keep things to myself from now on.

that means won't be updating here as much.

forgive me.

don't ask me anything about this post.

it is up for anyone to guess and for you to find out yourself.

Labels: disappointment, hurt, pissed and angry

after talking to jas about what happened yesterday. we seemed to share the same view..though i didn't mention it to her.

somehow workplace is complicated.

have no idea how to put it in words. just a feeling.

and the worst thing is, it is getting much more as the days goes by.

please do not let me be influence because of it. feeling the influencing thingy every since today. right after i came back from the community.

shall control myself and think before speaking from now on.

a shield is needed somehow.

cut my hair today!

and so..it became the topic of the day.

am surprised when i heard it. after all, this is the first time such thing happened to me.

hate all the attentions i am facing right now. people who knew me well will know that i don't like such attention. do i even have any?

hope it will just go away. soon.

now to add on, i am sick once again. running nose. flu.

do i really need vitamin c that badly?

am thinking of taking the flu jab once the flu has passed.

will not be going to usual workplace tmr. instead, to a community centre. labor.

work is no longer that hectic as the past few weeks.

however, the more i learnt whether if its about the children or teaching-wise, the more things (can be good and bad)that are reality, surfaced. and i believe, as time passes, more will add on.

take for example: management-wise, relationship-wise and teaching-wise.

somehow, colleagues that are close to me are facing lots of tension and pressure nowadays. i have no idea how to help.

all i can do is to lend a listening ear ever now and then.

will i face the same problem once i start to have my own class?

will i be able to cope? studying and working at the same time?

misses my toddler class children very much.

took some time uploading those pictures.

anyway, realised that i didn't get to take photos with jaslyn's grandparents.

hopefully i will see them again. they are really nice people. especially her grandmother ^^.

this visit made me miss my very own grandparents.

this trip was a nice and relaxing experience.

was amazed by their plantation. including land too!

Labels: sharing pictures

its been a while.

there are many things that i wonder and am confuse with.

do not ask me what. cause i myself don't even know how to put it in words. rest assure that i will surely ask if i manage to form a sentence in my head.

again with the frank-ness. is it that bad?

will not be working tmr!

looking forward to the short holiday!

晴天雨天(Moving On) - Zhang Li Yin starring Donghae (super junior)

credit: sment @ youtube

Labels: donghae, sharing video, super junior, zhang li yin

books: Fatal Seductions One & Two by Douglas Lee.

The deadly tsunami

since my last update.

not that busy. just feeling tired to be online and update over here. basically, tired to use laptop.

anyway, nothing unusual happened this week. just that there was really a surprised moment on friday late morning.

met up with khai on friday right after work. went to orchard.

went to her school first before heading for dinner @ long john. next stop was hmv then kino. did a little clothes and shoes shopping as if was already 9pm. shops were beginning to close up.

went to do facial yesterday. it was my 8th session. 2 more to go.

had diarrhoea and fever last night. food poisoning? not sure either. can't think of anything that i ate can lead me to have such symtoms.

today shall be total rest day for me.

took half-day leave tmr. for studies purposes. interview.

today's workplace happenings went quite smoothly....P can finally relax. for a while.

changed working shift today with a colleague of mine. am currently preparing for the interview tmr. hopes i won't forget and get too nervous.

since i am working half day tmr..will start work @ 8am.

shall spend the waiting hours to take a light nap.

yup yup..as title stated.

went back to workplace for both days.

no jap class for next sat because its public holiday. hopefully i'll be free.

important day tmr regarding work. important day on tue regarding studies.

eldest sis treated dinner today. for almost the whole family except 3rd sis. she and her character.

been on cold war with 3rd sis ever since the collapsed of our clothes stand. didn't know at first..until saw her on friday night right after work. saw her at Jurong point and she treated me as if she doesn't know me even though we saw each other. on saturday, saw her again with her boyfriend, near my workplace. again, she treated as if she didn't know me. even called out her name.

how selfish of her. today, finally have the time to sleep in. she woke me up with a measuring tape. or rather, the usage of measuring tape while measuring the size and height of the collapsed stand which is right near the head of the bed where my head is. doesn't she know that i am a light sleeper? even switching on the lights can wake me up.

how childish can she be?

not going to K-suit anymore.

instead, eldest sis will be treating the whole family. @ crystal jade.

hope to have a good rest tmr...but am i able to stop thinking about work? is it that easy?

been a week since i last update my cash book. doing it right now.

didn't go for team's match today. found out that they won!! am happy for them.

going to sleep soon.

no doubt am learning a lot each day.

i wonder how would i be or act when i have my own class. seriously.

if luck is with me, with the addition of continuing studies. will i be able to cope and balance?

for the first time since i started work, am working the earliest shift for tmr.

wish me luck!

suddenly realised that i am always busy recently during working hours instead of the after hours. running and helping out here and there.

not that i am not happy about it..who will not?

just hope that i can last till i have my own class. in the mean while, help out as much as i can. and not to forget, be well-recognize and respected by the others at the same time.

friend and colleagues are all facing a lot of pressures recently. especially the younger ones..

am glad that i have some time being and learning from each different level class.

just as i thought i can rest once i reaches home, something cropped up.

the shelf which is used by 3rd sis and i in our room collapsed. mum tried to put the shelf back to its original shape by tapping the joints together. indeed, it managed to hold itself up after the tappings. but...it doesn't end here.

because it is late already, we can't possibly buy a new shelf right away, so 3rd sis tried to keep as much as possible (since most of the clothes that is hanging on the shelf is hers) and asked me to keep some of mine too. the thing is...she has been moving the clothes into the cupboard that both of us shares..and didn't leave me any space at all..so how am i going to keep some of mine? i told her in a calm voice, tried to tell her there is no use at all..and she started raising her voice and even started arguing with me.

so weird...amazingly, throughout the whole arguing session, i had on a calm tone and mood. while she...keeps on raising her voice at me. i even ask her that myself..and she answered me with many excuses..

i wonder did being a teacher in a childcare builds up my patience? so much so that i can keep myself calm throughout the whole arguing session. this is definitely the first time.

anyway..decided to watch a few videos before heading to bed.

last but not least, message to jaslyn: thanks for giving me a belated present!

weekend is ending.

friday's work training was fun and a learning journey for me. ben & jerry! went to iluma with jaslyn for dinner at Chang (Korean restuarant).

found a new place while taking a walk round the mall, the place is call 'K Suites'. Their concept is Boutique-Styled. for Karaoke. Its another quality concept created by K Box Entertainment Group. really love the place! there is a computer with internet assess in the room we were in. in addition, there are even blankets and slippers available in the rooms!Will be bringing 1st sis there for her birthday next sunday.

will definitely be helping to advertise. to colleagues and close friends ^^

been busy for this weekend.

saturday - health board seminar and jap class.

went to watch the movie 'Surrogates' right after the seminar on sat. okay movie for me. napped for a while before going for jap class. homework homework!!

sunday - match. we won! score was 6 vs 0!

came back home to sleep right after. won't be going for next week's match. its on sat. have jap class.

busy with work.

finding myself really have been 'floating' here and there recently.

being a floater makes me feels really confused sometimes.

am really tired today. to the stage of exhaustion.

its Childrens' Day today! am the organizer for the whole party. luckly had the help of my colleagues ^^

how i wish i can just sleep off for the whole day tmr.

work training tmr.

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